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Frustrations..

Have you ever felt so frustrated, but you just do not know what is the particular thing that made you so frustrated? Or is it that you're frustrated over something that you know you shouldn't be frustrated about? I don't know why but i feel it all the time. The thing is you know its not something critical and its not something you can change but its a fact that you have to accept. But in the middle of acceptance, you just keep running away from it instead of accepting it.

I'm exactly the kinda person that will not bother until the thing comes to the point where i have to choose. I'll just put it off until i cannot put off anymore. Yeah, bad attitude. But what is the point of being frustrated over something you cannot change, right? Unfortunately, I've recently noticed a change in myself. I noticed that my patience is running off, and that whenever something bad happens, I'll just get so frustrated that i can't sleep. I always think that I'm a pretty happy go lucky person that don't care two hoots, what comes, what goes. But i guess not anymore.. "Let it be" is just not in my dictionary anymore.

Have you ever possess anything in your life, you love it so so so much, but at the back of your mind, something just asks you to pull away a little so that you won't get hurt so much when the thing is ruined? Or have you ever felt that you can't believe you own that thing and keep thinking its just a dream, although you touch, feel and see that thing everyday? Its like, its there, but you can't believe its yours. Yeah, stupid right. If you love it so much and its yours, why don't you enjoy it? Instead of spending time pondering why and how you can be so lucky that you own it. I really don't know. So many times in the pass few weeks, i kept doubting whether it really belongs to me or not.

Sigh, I think need some sense of security. I need to start trusting people like how i used to. I don't know what is stopping me from trusting. I really don't know. Maybe i'm just too afraid of losing again, or maybe i just can't afford to lose. Its just me. I'm getting too paranoid. I duwanna lose it, i cannot.

-June

Fool by Kym JinSha

I'm just too in love with this song.. especially when the guy and the girl are talking.. Been listening to the song every single day.. in the office.. and at home.. =D

"Because you showed me what is real happiness.."

-June

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Laundry Bar..

Last Friday night, Keith called for an outing at Laundry bar.. we had quite a lot of fun, although we didnt really drink that much.. and the songs were 80% very the 70s.. Despite the songs.. we all could still dance and laugh.. lol

Eddy looked like sotong trying to coordinate his arms when he tried to dance.. while Beverley looked like she was doing kung fu moves. Eddy's wifey, June Yap is a great dancer! So sexy sia.. too bad she's married, u guys don't drool ya =p

Anyways, picture timeeee...


Trying to act cute sia..



Bev and I.. see we have such nice natural blush =D


eGames pei girls..


Sexy Eddy's wifey - June Yap tries to coordinate Eddy's limbs..


This is what happens if your bosses get high..
Behind: Eddy
Front from left to right: Elizabeth, Keith and Marc


See Eddy kept trying to act funny.. i really don't know why.. maybe he thinks its cute =D


Chin Han's trying to make people drink, his fav phrase that night was: AIYAR! ALL COKE LAR!
But his one memang all coke =.=!!


Bev high jor =.=!!

Well, overall the night was great! Although I tried hard to have fun =D but i still had fun =) It was such a stress-less carefree night.. everyone just drank and laughed and talk and joke and dance.. Immediately Keith already asking when's our next outing =D

Well, back to my life.. last weekend i went to my mom's cousin's wedding (no, she's not THAT old, only 29). It was in this pretty big restaurant in Seremban called "Lucky Palace". There were 3 wedding dinners conducting at the same time at different portions of the restaurant. One side was playing mandarin songs, the other side was playing cantonese songs, and our side was playing english songs. Pretty cool huh, how often do you see chinese wedding in a chinese restaurant playing english songs?

The other thing was they had a hugeeeeeee banner at the side of the wall that shows their faces.. quite cool eh? but the thing is i wouldn't wanna put my face on a huge banner cos its gonna show every single dot on my face.. and when it gets dirty, i'll probably have a shoe step on my face. O_O

The most ironic thing was.. during the famous "Yum Seng" session.. they actually said "Hallelujah" instead!! O_O!! I've never been to a wedding, that actually replaced "Yum Seng" with "Hallelujah".. well i guess its really a special way..

They actually sang a song together after the "Yum Seng" i mean "Hallelujah" session.. and the song's mtv was actually their pictures put together in presentation style! Cool huh? They looked totally lovey dovey kind.. very sweet.. and happy..

Has anyone of you thought of what your wedding dinner would be like? Honestly, i don't fancy Chinese restaurant.. or Chinese traditions.. but marriage seem like a far far a way thing for me =D I'd prefer to have the freedom, thank you very much hehe

-June